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We've Got It Right

by J. Sebastian & The Estradacasters

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1.
you want to forget this world i want to ease your hurt if i could erase one word it would be her you want me to undo my choice i want you to relearn what joy is if i could erase my worst would you ask for more if i found my voice would it be worth your loss but if you lost yours then i'm a coward for it because i have not to give to anyone or anything i don't agree with or challenges me so i'll just stay here
2.
when i was a child i always knew there'd be love but when i got older i found i could not smile even though i tried you were an only child you'd always know what love was but when you got older you found you could not smile even though you tried in the daytime i like to sleep and hide my life is better under covers or by moonlight on the weekends i like to drink and type my life is better when it’s sung and not in my mind in the evening you like to read my mind depression sucks so we’re staying in tonight. on our days off we like to sleep until dusk our lives our better when we dream to pass the time when i was a child
3.
Binary Stars 04:05
if i ever fall in love again i’ll be a boy who understands that love comes from within and you breathe it out and if you ever fall in love again you’ll be a girl who understands i was weak when we were friends i breathed it out it feels like binary stars we can’t ever pull apart we just spin around and round and round until one of our hearts goes dark if I ever fall in love again i’ll be a boy who understands that love comes from within and you breathe it out and if you ever fall in love again you’ll be a boy who understands i was weak when we were friends i breathed it out we’ll collide it’ll feel alright we get closer and closer and closer until our hearts won’t divide if I ever fall in love again i’ll a be a girl who understands that love comes from within and you breathe it out and if you ever fall in love again you’ll be a girl who understands i was weak when we were friends i breathed it out we’ll collapse the only sure thing is the past we have to try and try and try to be more than just burning gas if we ever fall in love again let’s be humans who understand that love comes from within and we breathe it out and if we ever fall in love again let’s be humans who understand we were weak when we were friends we breathed it out
4.
Interlude ii 03:09
(bleep bloop)
5.
well i'm not trying to make amends long division is circumstance geographically inclined our lives formed tangential lines we separate like a river spans cutting forests under arid lands our hearts' arithmetic had skipped snow caps formed estuary teeth we tried to find the formula to solve for our differential love the angles and the altitudes our ratios were all askew leave this town to build a house as i square my eyes and lose the plot
6.
Stay 02:37
i know you cannot stay even though you love the way i call your name and even though i haven't always been my best you still love who i could have been but your not young enough to not know were getting older because youre old enough to know its easier when we're farther apart in our hearts and minds i just hope we've got it right this time
7.
half of my breaths are the ones i regret half of my thoughts i can’t forget the other half hang aimlessly enter and exit my carbon decayed head half of my laughs are the ones that i fake half of my fears are ones i can’t shake the other half form dark seeds my smell grows faint in your wedding bed half of my love is used for self-hate half of words i can't escape the other half form uselessly inside my heart a whole in your shape
8.
Petrichords 03:00
we grew up on different sides of the franklins you got the rain i got the sun five years away just to move down the block good thing you say we can't talk we feel clipped at our hearts to be not so far apart we hang low like creosote smell the rain it tastes like myrrh we settle on the same side of the mountain i got my dog you worked on a son at five years does he know i picked his name i hope yours stayed the same goddamn i hope it stays the same we feel clipped at our hearts to be not so far apart we hang low like creosote smell the rain it tastes like mirth goddamn i hate this fucking mountain
9.
did you forget that we aren't friends even though we shared a bed did i wake you up with my quiet rock do you want to see along just promise me you won't try to change the key because if we're going down let's get another round i'll pick up the tab i'll put it on the bands does it hurt to hear deafening silence instead of children laughing does it hurt to fear my coming absence do you want to sing a song just promise me you wont try to change the key because if we're going down let's get another round i'll pick up the tab i'll put it on the bands did you forget
10.
Anything 03:39
i am not anything to me to you to anyone i cant see anything but you i can hardly breathe i am not anything worth saving

credits

released November 6, 2020

Music written, recorded, and produced by Sebastian Estrada at Brainville in Sunland Park, Nm
Mixed by Ross Ingram and Sebastian Estrada
Mastered by Chris Common

Additional Drums by Lawrence Brown III, Tony Chops, Tomas Tinajero, Evan Tremper
Additional Bass by Robbie Simsuangco
Additional Guitar and Synths by David Vasquez
Electric Piano by Ross Ingram, Jean-Luc Thomas
Vocal Appearances by Nick Long, Mary Moreck, Kelly Marie Rodriguez, David Vasquez

Typography by Miriam Castillo
Photography by Ralph Martinez

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